<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></SPAN></span><br/>
<p class="right"><i>St. Antoine Orphanage at last</i><br/>
<span style="margin-right: 2em;"><i>Address for one year</i></span><br/>
<span style="margin-right: 4em;"><i>July 6</i></span></p>
<p>I have at last arrived at the back of beyond. We should have steamed
right past the entrance of our harbour if the navigation had been in
my hands. You make straight for a great headland jutting out into the
Atlantic, when the ship suddenly takes a sharp turn round an abrupt
corner, and before you know it, you are advancing into the most
perfect of landlocked harbours. A great cliff rises on the
left,—Quirpon Point they call it,—and clinging to its base like an
overgrown limpet is a tiny cottage, with its inevitable fish stage.
Farther along are more houses; then a white church with a pointed
spire, and a bright-green building near by, while across the path is a
very pretty square green school. Next are the Mission buildings in a
group. Beyond them come more small houses—"Little Labrador" I
learned <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_27" id="Page_27"></SPAN></span>later that this group is called, because the people living
there have almost all come over from the other side of the Straits of
Belle Isle.</p>
<p>The ship's ladder was dropped as we came to anchor opposite the small
Mission wharf. The water is too shallow to allow a large steamer to go
into it, but the hospital boat, the Northern Light, with her draft of
only eight feet, can easily make a landing there. We scrambled over
the side and secured a seat in the mail boat. Before we knew it four
hearty sailors were sweeping us along towards the little dock. Here,
absolutely wretched and forlorn, painfully conscious of crumpled and
disordered garments, I turned to face the formidable row of Mission
staff drawn up in solemn array to greet us. As the doctor-in-charge
stepped forward and with a bland smile hoped I had had a "comfortable
journey," and bade me welcome to St. Antoine, with a prodigious effort
I contorted my features into something resembling a grin, and limply
shook his <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_28" id="Page_28"></SPAN></span>outstretched hand. To-morrow I mean to make enquiries about
retiring pensions for Mission workers!</p>
<p>No one had much sympathy with me over the loss of my trunk. They
laughed and said I would be fortunate if it appeared by the end of the
summer. You had better send me a box by freight with some clothing in
it; I otherwise shall have to live in bed, or seek admission to
hospital as a "chronic."</p>
<p>How perfectly dear of you to have a letter awaiting me at the
Orphanage. Regardless of manners I fell to and devoured it, while all
the "little oysters stood and waited in a row." Like the walrus, with
a few becoming words I introduced myself as their future guardian, but
never a word said they. As, led by a diminutive maid, I passed from
their gaze I heard an awe-struck whisper, <span class="sc">"It's</span> gone
upstairs!"</p>
<div class="fig">><SPAN name="imagep029" id="imagep029"></SPAN> <SPAN href="images/imagep029.png"> <ANTIMG border="0" src="images/imagep029.png" width-obs="75%" alt="The Herring of High Estate" /></SPAN><br/> <p class="cen sc" style="margin-top: .2em;">The Herring of High Estate</p> </div>
<p>In answer to my questions the little maid informed me that the last
mistress had left by the <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_29" id="Page_29"></SPAN></span>boat I had just missed, and that since then
the children had been in her charge, with such help and supervision as
the various members of the Mission staff could give. I therefore felt
it was "up to me" to make a start, and I delicately enquired when the
next meal was due. An exhaustive exploration of the larder revealed
two herrings, one undoubtedly of very high estate. As the children
looked fairly plump, I concluded that they had only been on such
meagre diet since the departure of the last "mistress." The barrenness
of the larder suggested a fruitful topic of conversation with which to
win the <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_30" id="Page_30"></SPAN></span>confidence of these staring, open-mouthed children, and I
therefore tenderly asked what they would most like to eat, supposing
<span class="sc">It</span> were there. One and all affirmed that "swile" meat was a
delicacy such as their souls loved—and repeated questions could
elucidate no further. Subsequently, on making enquiries of one of the
Mission staff, I thought I detected a look which led me to suppose
that I had not yet acquired the correct pronunciation of the word. We
dined off the herring of lowly origin, and consigned the other to the
garbage pail. Nerve as well as skill, I can assure you, is required to
divide one herring into thirty-six equal parts. There is no occasion
for alarm. I have not the slightest intention of starving these
infants. To-morrow I go on a foraging expedition to the Mission
commissariat department (there must be one somewhere), and then the
fat years shall succeed the lean ones.</p>
<p>To-night I am too tired to do more, and there <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_31" id="Page_31"></SPAN></span>is a quite absurd
longing to see some one's face again. The coming year looks very long
and very dreary, and although I know I shall grow to love these
children, yet, oh, I wish they did not stare so when one has to blink
so hard to keep the tears from falling.</p>
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<br/>
<br/>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_32" id="Page_32"></SPAN></span><br/>
<p class="right"><i>July 7</i></p>
<p>Morning! And the children may stare all they like. I no longer need to
repress youthful emotions. All the same it is a trifle disconcerting.
I had chosen, as I thought, a very impressive portion of Scripture for
Prayers, and the children were as quiet as mice. But they never let
their eyes wander from me for a single moment, until I began to feel I
ought at least to have a smut on the tip of my nose.</p>
<p>The alluring advertisement of Newfoundland, as "the coolest country on
the Atlantic seaboard in the summer," is all too painfully true. It is
very, very cold at present, and the sun, if sun there be, is safely
ensconced behind an impenetrable bank of fog. If this is summer
weather, what will the winter be!</p>
<p>I started to write this to you in the morning, but the day has been
one long series of interruptions. The work is all new to me and not
exactly <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_33" id="Page_33"></SPAN></span>what I expected, but the spice of variety is not lacking. I
find it very hard to understand these children and it is evident from
their faces that they fail to comprehend my meaning. Yet I have a
lurking suspicion that when it is an order to be obeyed, their desire
to understand is not overwhelming. The children are supposed to do the
work of the Home under my superintendency, the girls undertaking the
housework and the boys the outside "chores." Apparently from all I
hear my predecessor was a strict disciplinarian, an economical
manager, an expert needlewoman, and everything I should be and am not.
The sewing simply appalls me! I confess that stitching for three dozen
children of all sizes had not entered into my calculations as one of
the duties of a "missionary"! Yet of course I realize they must be
clad as well as taught. What a pity that the climate will not allow of
a simple loin cloth and a string of beads. And how infinitely more
becoming. Then, too, how much easier would be <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_34" id="Page_34"></SPAN></span>the food problem were
we dusky Papuans dwelling in the far-off isles of the sea. This
country produces nothing but fish, and we have to plan our food
supplies for a year in advance. How much corn-meal mush will David eat
in twelve months? And if David eats so much in twelve months, how much
will Noah, two months younger, eat in the same period of time? If one
herring satisfies thirty-six, how many dozen will a herring and a half
feed? Picture me with a cold bandage round my head seeking to emulate
Hoover.</p>
<p>A little mite has just come to the door to inform me that her dress
has "gone abroad." Seeing my mystified look, she enlightened me by
holding up a tattered garment which had all too evidently "gone
abroad" almost beyond recall. Throwing the food problem to the winds I
set myself with a businesslike air to sew together the ragged threads.
A second knock brought me the cheerful tidings that the kitchen fire
had <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_35" id="Page_35"></SPAN></span>languished from lack of sustenance. Now I had previously in my
most impressive tones commanded one of the elder boys to attend to
this matter, and he had promptly departed, as I thought, to "cleave
the splits." Searching for him I found this industrious youth lying on
his back complacently contemplating the heavens. To my remonstrance he
somewhat indignantly remarked that he was only "taking a spell." A
really magnificent and grandiloquent appeal to the boy's sense of
honour and a homily on the dignity of labour were abruptly terminated
by shrill cries resounding from the house. Rushing in, I was informed
that Noah was "bawling" (which fact was perfectly evident), having
jammed his fingers in trying to "hist" the window. In this country
children never cry; they always "bawl."</p>
<p>I foresee that the life of a Superintendent of an Orphan Asylum is not
a simple one, and that I shall be in no danger of being "carried to
the <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_36" id="Page_36"></SPAN></span>skies" on a "flowery bed of ease." Certain I am that there will
only be opportunity to write to you at "scattered times"; so for the
present, fare thee well.</p>
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<br/>
<br/>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_37" id="Page_37"></SPAN></span><br/>
<p class="right"><i>Sunday, August 4</i></p>
<p>You see before you, or you would if my very obvious instead of merely
my astral body were in your presence, a changed and sobered being. I
have made the acquaintance of the Labrador fly, and he has made mine.
The affection is all on his side. Mosquito, black fly, sand fly—they
are all alike cannibals. You have probably heard the old story about
the difference between the Labrador and the New Jersey mosquito? The
Labrador species can be readily distinguished by the black patch
between his eyes about the size of a man's hand. Of the lot I prefer
the mosquito. He at least is open about his evil intentions. The black
fly darts at you quietly, settles down on an un-get-at-able spot, and
sucks your blood. If I did not find my appetite so unimpaired, I
should fancy this morning I was suffering from an acute attack of
mumps.</p>
<p>Mumps is at the moment in our midst, and as <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_38" id="Page_38"></SPAN></span>is generally the case has
fallen on the poorest of the community. In this instance it is a widow
by the name of Kinsey, who has six children, and lives in a miserable
hovel. More of her anon. Her twelve-year-old boy comes to the Home
daily to get milk for the wretched baby, whom we had heard was down
with the disease. When he came this morning I told him to stay
outdoors while we fetched the milk, because I knew how sketchy are the
precautions of his ilk against carrying infection. "No fear, miss," he
assured me. "The baby was terrible bad last night, but he's all clear
this morning."</p>
<p>But to return to the Kinsey parent. She had eight children. The
Newfoundlanders are a prolific race, and life is consequently doubly
hard on the women. Her husband died last fall, leaving her without a
sou, and no roof over her head. The Mission gave her a sort of shack,
and took two of her kiddies into the Home. The place was too crowded
at the time to take any more. The <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_39" id="Page_39"></SPAN></span>doctor then wrote to the orphanages
at the capital presenting the problem, and asking that they take a
consignment of children. The Church of England Orphanage, of which
denomination the mother is a member, was full; and the other one,
which has just had a gift of beautiful buildings and grounds,
"regretted they could not take any of the children, as their orphanage
was exclusively for their denomination." The mother did not respond to
the doctor's ironic suggestion that she should "turncoat" under the
press of circumstances.</p>
<p>They tell a story here about Kinsey, the late and unlamented. Last
spring a steamer heading north on Government business sighted a
fishing punt being rowed rapidly towards it, the occupant waving a
flag. The captain ordered, "Stop her," thinking that some acute
emergency had arisen on the land during the long winter. A burly old
chap cased in dirt clambered deliberately over the rail.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_40" id="Page_40"></SPAN></span>"Well, what's up?" asked the captain testily. "Can't you see you're
keeping the steamer?"</p>
<div class="fig">><SPAN name="imagep040" id="imagep040"></SPAN> <SPAN href="images/imagep040.png"> <ANTIMG border="0" src="images/imagep040.png" width-obs="65%" alt=""Have you a plug of baccy, Skipper?"" /></SPAN><br/> <p class="cen sc" style="margin-top: .2em;">"Have you a plug of baccy, Skipper?"</p> </div>
<p>"Have you got a plug or so of baccy you could <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_41" id="Page_41"></SPAN></span>give me, skipper? I
hasn't had any for nigh a month, and it do be wonderful hard."</p>
<p>The captain's reply was unrepeatable, but for such short acquaintance
it was an accurate résumé of the character of the applicant. <i>De
mortuis nil nisi bonum</i> is all very well, but it depends on the
<i>mortuis</i>; and that man's wife and children had been short of food he
had "smoked away."</p>
<p>I have the greatest admiration for the women of this coast. They work
like dogs from morning till nightfall, summer and winter, with "ne'er
a spell," as one of them told me quite cheerfully. The men are out on
the sea in boats, which at least is a life of variety, and in winter
they can go into the woods for firewood. The women hang forever over
the stove or the washtub, go into the stages to split the fish, or
into the gardens to grow "'taties." Yet oddly enough, there is less
illiteracy among the women than among the men.</p>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_42" id="Page_42"></SPAN></span>
<div class="fig">><SPAN name="imagep042" id="imagep042"></SPAN> <SPAN href="images/imagep042.png"> <ANTIMG border="0" src="images/imagep042.png" width-obs="75%" alt="Rhoda's Randy" /></SPAN><br/> <p class="cen sc" style="margin-top: .2em;">Rhoda's Randy</p> </div>
<p>Such a nice girl is here from Adlavik as maid in the hospital. Rhoda
Macpherson is her name. She told me the other day that one winter the
doctor of the station near her asked the men to clear a trail down a
very steep hill leading to the village, as the dense trees made the
descent dangerous for the dogs. Weeks went by and the men did nothing.
Finally three girls, with Rhoda as leader, took their axes every
Sunday afternoon and went out and worked clearing that road. In a
month it was done. The doctor now calls it "Rhoda's Randy."</p>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_43" id="Page_43"></SPAN></span>
<p>Yesterday afternoon I was out with my camera. (Saturday you will note.
I have learned already that to be seen on Sundays in this Sabbatarian
spot, even walking about with that inconspicuous black box, is
anathema.) A crowd of children in a disjointed procession had
collected in front of the hospital, and the patients on the balconies
were delightedly craning their necks. A biting blast was blowing, but
the children, clad in white garments, looked oblivious to wind and
weather. It was a Sunday-School picnic. A dear old fisherman was with
them, evidently the leader.</p>
<p>"What's it all about?" I asked.</p>
<p>"We've come to serenade the sick, miss. 'Tis little enough pleasure
'em has. Now, children, sing up"; and the "serenade" began. It was
"Asleep in Jesus," and the patients loved it! I got my picture,
"sketched them off," as the old fellow expressed it.</p>
<p>In the many weeks since I saw you—and it <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_44" id="Page_44"></SPAN></span>seems a lifetime—I have
forgotten to mention one important item of news. Every properly
appointed settlement along this coast has its cemetery. This place
boasts two. With your predilection for epitaphs you would be content.
The prevailing mode appears to be clasped hands under a bristling
crown; but all the same that sort of thing makes a more "cheerful"
graveyard than those gloomily beautiful monuments with their hopeless
"<span class="Greek" title="chairete">χαιρετε</span>" that you remember in the museum at Athens. There
is one here which reads:</p>
<div style="margin-left: 25%; margin-right: 25%;">
Memory of John Hill<br/>
who Died<br/>
December 30th. 1889<br/>
<br/>
Weep not, dear Parents,<br/>
For your loss 't is<br/>
My etarnal gain May<br/>
Christ you all take up<br/>
the Cross that we<br/>
Should meat again.</div>
<br/>
<p class="noin">The spelling may not always be according to Webster, but the
sentiments portray the love <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_45" id="Page_45"></SPAN></span>and hope of a God-fearing people
unspoiled by the roughening touch of civilization.</p>
<p>I must to bed. Stupidly enough, this climate gives me insomnia.
Probably it is the mixture of the cold and the long twilight (I can
read at 9.30), and the ridiculous habit of growing light again at
about three in the morning. I am beginning to have a fellow feeling
with the chickens of Norway, poor dears!</p>
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<br/>
<br/>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_46" id="Page_46"></SPAN></span><br/>
<p class="right"><i>August 9</i></p>
<p>I want to violently controvert your disparaging remarks about this
"insignificant little island." Do you realize that this same
"insignificant little island" is four times bigger than Scotland, and
that it has under its dominion a large section of Labrador? If, as the
local people say, "God made the world in five days, made Labrador on
the sixth, and spent the seventh throwing stones at it," then a goodly
portion of those stones landed by mischance in St. Antoine. Indeed, Le
Petit Nord and Labrador are so much alike in climate, people, and
conditions that this part of the island is often designated locally as
Labrador (never has it been my lot to see a more desolate, bleak, and
barren spot). The traveller who described Newfoundland as a country
composed chiefly of ponds with a little land to divide them from the
sea, at least cannot be impeached for unveracity. In this northern
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_47" id="Page_47"></SPAN></span>part even that little is rendered almost impenetrable in the
summer-time by the thick under-brush, known as "tuckamore," and the
formidable swarms of mosquitoes and black flies. All the inhabitants
live on the coast, and the interior is only travelled over in the
winter with komatik and dogs.</p>
<p>No, I am <i>not</i> living in the midst of Indians or Eskimos. Please be
good enough to scatter this information broadcast, for each letter
from England reveals the fear that I am in imminent danger of being
scalped alive or buried in an igloo. There are a few scattered Eskimos
on Le Petit Nord, but for the most part the inhabitants are whites and
half-breeds. The Indians live almost entirely in the interior of
Labrador and the Eskimos around the Moravian stations. I am living
amongst the descendants of the fishermen of Dorset and Devon who came
out about two hundred years ago and settled on this coast for the
cod-fishery. Those who live in the south are <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_48" id="Page_48"></SPAN></span>comparatively well off,
but many in the north are in great poverty and often on the verge of
starvation.</p>
<p>When I look about me and see this poverty, the ignorance born of lack
of opportunity, the suffering, the dirt, and degradation which are in
so large a measure no fault of these poor folk, I am overwhelmed at
the wealth of opportunities. Here at least every talent one has to
offer counts for double what it would at home.</p>
<p>Thousands of fishermen come from the south each spring to take part in
the summer's fishery. The Labrador "liveyeres," who remain on the
coast all the year round, often have only little one-roomed huts made
of wood and covered with sods. In the winter the northern people move
up the bays and go "furring." Both the Indians and Eskimos are
diminishing in numbers, and the former at the present time do not
amount to more than three or four thousand persons—and of these the
Montagnais tribe <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_49" id="Page_49"></SPAN></span>make up more than half. The Moravian missionaries
have toiled untiringly amongst the Eskimos, and assuredly not for any
earthly reward. They go out as young men and practically spend their
whole life on the coast, their wives being selected and sent out to
them from home!</p>
<p>The work of this Mission is among the white settlers. In the Home we
have only one pure Eskimo, a few half-breeds (Indians and Eskimo), and
the remainder are of English descent. Almost all are from Labrador.</p>
<p>I often fancy that I must surely have slept the sleep of Rip Van
Winkle. When he woke he found that the world had marched ahead a
hundred years. With me the process is reversed. I am almost inclined
to yield a grudging agreement to the transmigrationalists, and believe
that I am re-living one of my former existences. For the part of the
country in which I have awakened is a generation or so behind the
world in which we live. There is no education worthy <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_50" id="Page_50"></SPAN></span>of the name, in
many places no schools at all, and in others half-educated teachers
eking out a miserable existence on a mere pittance. This is chiefly
due to the antediluvian custom of dividing the Government educational
grant on a denominational basis. A large proportion of the people can
neither read nor write. There are no roads, no means of communication,
no doctors or hospitals (save the Mission ones), no opportunities for
improvement, no industrial work, practically no domestic animals, and
on Labrador, taxation without representation! There is only one
hospital provided by the Government for the whole of this island, and
that one is at St. John's, which is inaccessible to these northern
people for the greater part of the year. No provision whatever is made
by the Government for hospitals for the Labrador. Again the only ones
are those maintained by this Mission. Lack of education, lack of
opportunity, and abundance of overwhelming poverty make up the lot of
the <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_51" id="Page_51"></SPAN></span>majority of people in this north part of the country. Little
wonder from their point of view, that one youth, returning to this
land after seeing others, declared that the man he desired above all
others to shoot was John Cabot, the discoverer of Newfoundland.</p>
<br/>
<br/>
<br/>
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_52" id="Page_52"></SPAN></span><br/>
<p class="right"><i>August 15</i></p>
<p>You complain that I have told you almost nothing about these children,
and you want to know what they are like. And I wish you to know, so
that you will stop sending dolls to Mary who is sixteen, and cakes of
scented soap to David who hates above all else to be washed. I find
these children very difficult in some ways; many of them are mentally
deficient, but it appears that no provision is made by the Government
for dealing with such cases, and so there is nothing to do but take
them in or let them starve. Some are very wild and none have the
slightest idea of obedience when they first arrive.</p>
<div class="fig">><SPAN name="imagep053" id="imagep053"></SPAN> <SPAN href="images/imagep053.png"> <ANTIMG border="0" src="images/imagep053.png" width-obs="55%" alt="Topsy's Ambition is to become like a Fat Pig" /></SPAN><br/> <p class="cen sc" style="margin-top: .2em;">Topsy's Ambition is to become like a Fat Pig</p> </div>
<p>One girl I have christened "Topsy," and I only wish you could see her
when she is in one of her tantrums, which she has at frequent
intervals. With her flashing black eyes, straight, jet-black hair,
square, squat shoulders, she looks the very embodiment of the Evil
One. She is <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_53" id="Page_53"></SPAN></span>twelve, but shows neither ability nor desire to learn.
Her habits are disgusting, and unless closely watched she will be
found filling her pockets with the contents of the garbage pail—and
this in spite of the fact that we are no longer dining off one
herring. She says that her ambition in life is to become like a fat
pig! Last night, <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_54" id="Page_54"></SPAN></span>when the children were safely tucked in bed and I
had sat down to write to you, piercing shrieks were heard resounding
through the stillness of the house. A tour of investigation revealed
Topsy creeping from bed to bed in the darkness, pretending to cut the
throats of the girls with a large carving-knife which she had stolen
for this purpose. To-day Topsy is going around with her hands tied
behind her back as a punishment, and in the hope that without the use
of her hands we may have one day of peace at least. Poor Topsy,
kindness and severity alike seem unavailing. She steals and lies with
the greatest readiness, and one wonders what life holds in store for
her.</p>
<div class="fig">><SPAN name="imagep054" id="imagep054"></SPAN> <SPAN href="images/imagep054.png"> <ANTIMG border="0" src="images/imagep054.png" width-obs="85%" alt="Topsy was creeping from Bed to Bed with the Carving-Knife" /></SPAN><br/> <p class="cen sc" style="margin-top: .2em;">Topsy was creeping from Bed to Bed with the Carving-Knife</p> </div>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_55" id="Page_55"></SPAN></span>We have just admitted three children, so we now number more than the
three dozen. One little mite of five was found last winter in a
Labrador hut, deserted, half-starved, and nearly frozen to death. She
was kept by a kindly neighbour until the ice conditions allowed of her
being brought here. The other two, brother and sister, were found, the
girl clothed in a sack, her one and only garment, and the boy in bed,
minus even that covering. This is the type of child who comes to us.</p>
<p>The doctor in charge has just paid me a visit. He says there is an
epidemic of smallpox in the island, and he wants all the children to
be vaccinated. The number of cases of smallpox this year in this
"insignificant little island" is greater <i>pro rata</i> than in any other
country of the world. So two o'clock this afternoon is the time set
apart for the massacre of the innocents.</p>
<p>The laugh is against me! Two of our boys fell ill with a mysterious
sickness, and tenderly and <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_56" id="Page_56"></SPAN></span>carefully were they nursed by me and fed
with delicate portions from the king's table. I later learned with
much chagrin that "chewing tobacco" (strictly forbidden) was the cause
of this sudden onset. My sense of humour alone saved the situation for
them!</p>
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