<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></SPAN>CHAPTER XVI</h2>
<h3>JOYCE EXPLAINS</h3>
<p>"Joyce, will you just oblige me by pinching me—real hard! I'm perfectly
certain I'm not awake!"</p>
<p>Joyce pinched, obligingly, and with vigor, thereby eliciting from her
companion a muffled squeak. The two girls were sitting on the lower step
of the staircase in the dark hallway. They had been sitting there for a
long, long while.</p>
<p>It was Joyce who had pulled Cynthia away from staring, wide-eyed, at the
spectacle of that marvelous reunion. And they had slipped out into the
hall unobserved, in order that the two in the drawing-room might have
this wonderful moment to themselves. Neither of them had yet
sufficiently recovered from her amazement to be quite coherent.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_185" id="Page_185"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"I can't make anything out of it!" began Cynthia, slowly, at last.
"<i>He's dead!</i>"</p>
<p>"Evidently he isn't," replied Joyce, "or he wouldn't be here! But
oh!—it's true, then! I hardly dared to hope it would be so! I'm <i>so</i>
glad I did it!" Cynthia turned on her.</p>
<p>"Joyce Kenway! <i>What</i> are you talking about? It sounds as though you
were going crazy!"</p>
<p>"Oh, of course you don't understand!" retorted Joyce. "And it's your own
fault too. I'd have been glad enough to explain, and talk it over with
you, only you were so hateful that I just went home instead, and thought
it out myself."</p>
<p>"Well, I may be stupid," remarked Cynthia, "but for the life of me I
can't make any sense out of what you're saying!"</p>
<p>"Listen, then," said Joyce, "and I'll explain it all. You remember last
night how I sat reading the newspaper,—first, just to tease you, and
afterward I really got interested in it? Well, I happened to be glancing
over the news about people who had just landed here<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_186" id="Page_186"></SPAN></span> from abroad, when a
little paragraph caught my eye. I can't remember the exact words but it
was something like this,—that among the passengers just arrived in New
York on the <i>Campania</i> was Mr. <i>Fairfax Collingwood</i>, who was interested
in Western and Australian gold mines. He had not been here in the East
for nearly forty years, and it said how astounded he was at the
remarkable changes that had taken place during his long absence. Then it
went on to say that he was staying at the Waldorf-Astoria for only a few
days, as he was just here on some important business, and was then going
to cross the continent, on his way back to Australia.</p>
<p>"Well, you'd better believe that I nearly jumped out of my skin at the
name—Fairfax Collingwood. It's an unusual one, and it didn't seem
possible that more than one person could have it, though of course it
might be a distant connection of the same family. And then, too, <i>our</i>
Fairfax Collingwood was dead. I didn't know what to think! I tried to
get your attention, but you were still as mad as<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_187" id="Page_187"></SPAN></span> you could be, so I
made up my mind I'd go home and puzzle over it by myself, and I took the
paper with me.</p>
<p>"After I got home, I sat and thought and <i>thought</i>! And all of a sudden
it occurred to me that perhaps he wasn't killed in the war after
all,—that there'd been some mistake. I've read that such things did
happen; but if it were so, I couldn't imagine why he didn't go and make
it up with his mother afterward. It seemed very strange. And then this
explanation dawned on me,—he had left that note for his mother, and
perhaps thought that if she really intended to forgive him, she'd have
made some effort to get word to him in the year that elapsed before he
was reported killed. Then, as she never did, he may have concluded that
it was all useless and hopeless, and he'd better let the report stand,
and he disappear and never come back. You see that article said he
hadn't been East here for forty years.</p>
<p>"And when I'd thought this out, an idea popped into my head. If what I'd
imagined<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_188" id="Page_188"></SPAN></span> was true, it didn't seem <i>right</i> to let him go on thinking
that, when I knew that his mother never saw that letter, and I decided
I'd let him know it. So I sat right down and wrote a note that went
something like this:</p>
<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Mr. Fairfax Collingwood</span>:</p>
<p>"If you are the same Mr. Fairfax Collingwood who, in 1861, parted
from your mother after a disagreement, leaving a note for her
which you hoped she would read, I want to tell you that she never
saw that note.</p>
</div>
<p><span style="margin-left: 42em;">"Joyce Kenway.</span><br/></p>
<p>"I signed my name right out, because Father has always said that to
write an anonymous letter was the most despicable thing any one could
do. And if he ever discovered who I was, I wouldn't be ashamed to tell
him what we had done, anyway. Of course, I ran the chance of his not
being the right person, but I thought if that were so, he simply
wouldn't pay any attention to the note, and the whole thing would end
there. I addressed the letter to his hotel, and decided that it must be
mailed that very night, for he might suddenly leave there and I'd never
know where else to find<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_189" id="Page_189"></SPAN></span> him. It was then nearly ten o'clock, and I
didn't want Father or Mother to know about it, so I teased Anne into
running out to the post-office with me. He must have received it this
morning."</p>
<p>Cynthia had listened to this long explanation in astonished silence.
"Isn't it the most remarkable thing," she exclaimed when Joyce had
finished, "that each of us should write, I to the mother and you to the
son, and neither of us even guess what the other was doing! And that
they should meet here, just this afternoon! But there are a whole lot of
things I can't understand at all. Why, for instance, did he give the
name of Arthur Calthorpe when he came in, and pretend he was some one
else?"</p>
<p>"That's been puzzling me too," replied Joyce, "and I can't think of any
reason."</p>
<p>"But the thing that confuses me most of all," added Cynthia, "is this.
Why, if you had written that note, and had an idea that he was alive,
were <i>you</i> so tremendously astonished when he and his mother recognized
each other?<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_190" id="Page_190"></SPAN></span> I should have thought you'd guess right away, when you saw
him at the door, who he was!"</p>
<p>"That's just the queer part of it!" said Joyce. "In the first place, I
never expected him to come out here at all,—at least, not right away. I
never put the name of this town in the letter, nor mentioned this house.
I supposed, of course, that he'd go piling right down to South Carolina
to find his mother, or see whether she was alive. Then, later, when
they'd made it all up (provided she was alive, which even <i>I</i> didn't
know then), I thought they might come back here and open the house. That
was one reason I wanted to have our illumination next week, on the
chance of their arriving.</p>
<p>"So you see I was quite unprepared to see him rushing out here at once;
and when he gave another name, that completely deceived me. And then,
there's one thing more. Somehow, I had in my mind a picture of Fairfax
Collingwood that was as different as could be from—well, from what he
is! You see, I'd always thought of him as the <i>boy</i> whom Great-aunt<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_191" id="Page_191"></SPAN></span>
Lucia described having seen. I pictured him as slim and young looking,
smooth-faced, with golden curly hair, and big brown eyes. His eyes are
the same but,—well, I somehow never counted on the change that all
those forty years would make! You can't think how different my idea of
him was, and naturally that helped all the more to throw me off the
track."</p>
<p>"But why—" began Cynthia afresh.</p>
<p>"Oh, don't let's try to puzzle over it any more just now!" interrupted
Joyce. "My head is simply in a whirl. I can't even <i>think</i> straight! I
never had so many surprises all at once in my life. I think he will
explain everything we don't understand. Let's just wait!"</p>
<p>There were faint sounds from the drawing-room, but they were
indistinguishable,—low murmurings and half-hushed sobs. The two
reunited ones within were bridging the gulf of forty years. And so the
girls continued to wait outside, in the silence and in the dark.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_192" id="Page_192"></SPAN></span></p>
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