<h2><SPAN name="chap12"></SPAN>CHAPTER XII.<br/> THE SORRY-PRESENT AND THE EXPELLED LITTLE BOY</h2>
<p>“Look here, said Cyril, sitting on the dining-table and swinging his
legs; “I really have got it.”</p>
<p>“Got what?” was the not unnatural rejoinder of the others.</p>
<p>Cyril was making a boat with a penknife and a piece of wood, and the girls were
making warm frocks for their dolls, for the weather was growing chilly.</p>
<p>“Why, don’t you see? It’s really not any good our going into
the Past looking for that Amulet. The Past’s as full of different times
as—as the sea is of sand. We’re simply bound to hit upon the wrong
time. We might spend our lives looking for the Amulet and never see a sight of
it. Why, it’s the end of September already. It’s like looking for a
needle in—”</p>
<p>“A bottle of hay—I know,” interrupted Robert; “but if
we don’t go on doing that, what ARE we to do?”</p>
<p>“That’s just it,” said Cyril in mysterious accents.
“Oh, <i>bother!</i>”</p>
<p>Old Nurse had come in with the tray of knives, forks, and glasses, and was
getting the tablecloth and table-napkins out of the chiffonier drawer.</p>
<p>“It’s always meal-times just when you come to anything
interesting.”</p>
<p>“And a nice interesting handful <i>you’d</i> be, Master
Cyril,” said old Nurse, “if I wasn’t to bring your meals up
to time. Don’t you begin grumbling now, fear you get something to grumble
<i>at</i>.”</p>
<p>“I wasn’t grumbling,” said Cyril quite untruly; “but it
does always happen like that.”</p>
<p>“You deserve to <i>have</i> something happen,” said old Nurse.
“Slave, slave, slave for you day and night, and never a word of thanks.
...”</p>
<p>“Why, you do everything beautifully,” said Anthea.</p>
<p>“It’s the first time any of you’s troubled to say so,
anyhow,” said Nurse shortly.</p>
<p>“What’s the use of <i>saying?</i>” inquired Robert. “We
<i>eat</i> our meals fast enough, and almost always two helps. <i>That</i>
ought to show you!”</p>
<p>“Ah!” said old Nurse, going round the table and putting the knives
and forks in their places; “you’re a man all over, Master Robert.
There was my poor Green, all the years he lived with me I never could get more
out of him than ‘It’s all right!’ when I asked him if
he’d fancied his dinner. And yet, when he lay a-dying, his last words to
me was, ‘Maria, you was always a good cook!’” She ended with
a trembling voice.</p>
<p>“And so you are,” cried Anthea, and she and Jane instantly hugged
her.</p>
<p>When she had gone out of the room Anthea said—</p>
<p>“I know exactly how she feels. Now, look here! Let’s do a penance
to show we’re sorry we didn’t think about telling her before what
nice cooking she does, and what a dear she is.”</p>
<p>“Penances are silly,” said Robert.</p>
<p>“Not if the penance is something to please someone else. I didn’t
mean old peas and hair shirts and sleeping on the stones. I mean we’ll
make her a sorry-present,” explained Anthea. “Look here! I vote
Cyril doesn’t tell us his idea until we’ve done something for old
Nurse. It’s worse for us than him,” she added hastily,
“because he knows what it is and we don’t. Do you all agree?”</p>
<p>The others would have been ashamed not to agree, so they did. It was not till
quite near the end of dinner—mutton fritters and blackberry and apple
pie—that out of the earnest talk of the four came an idea that pleased
everybody and would, they hoped, please Nurse.</p>
<p>Cyril and Robert went out with the taste of apple still in their mouths and the
purple of blackberries on their lips—and, in the case of Robert, on the
wristband as well—and bought a big sheet of cardboard at the stationers.
Then at the plumber’s shop, that has tubes and pipes and taps and
gas-fittings in the window, they bought a pane of glass the same size as the
cardboard. The man cut it with a very interesting tool that had a bit of
diamond at the end, and he gave them, out of his own free generousness, a large
piece of putty and a small piece of glue.</p>
<p>While they were out the girls had floated four photographs of the four children
off their cards in hot water. These were now stuck in a row along the top of
the cardboard. Cyril put the glue to melt in a jampot, and put the jampot in a
saucepan and saucepan on the fire, while Robert painted a wreath of poppies
round the photographs. He painted rather well and very quickly, and poppies are
easy to do if you’ve once been shown how. Then Anthea drew some printed
letters and Jane coloured them. The words were:</p>
<p class="poem">
“With all our loves to shew<br/>
We like the thigs to eat.”</p>
<p>And when the painting was dry they all signed their names at the bottom and put
the glass on, and glued brown paper round the edge and over the back, and put
two loops of tape to hang it up by.</p>
<p>Of course everyone saw when too late that there were not enough letters in
“things”, so the missing “n”was put in. It was
impossible, of course, to do the whole thing over again for just one letter.</p>
<p>“There!” said Anthea, placing it carefully, face up, under the
sofa. “It’ll be hours before the glue’s dry. Now, Squirrel,
fire ahead!”</p>
<p>“Well, then,” said Cyril in a great hurry, rubbing at his gluey
hands with his pocket handkerchief. “What I mean to say is this.”</p>
<p>There was a long pause.</p>
<p>“Well,” said Robert at last, “<i>what</i> is it that you mean
to say?”</p>
<p>“It’s like this,” said Cyril, and again stopped short.</p>
<p>“Like <i>what?</i>” asked Jane.</p>
<p>“How can I tell you if you will all keep on interrupting?” said
Cyril sharply.</p>
<p>So no one said any more, and with wrinkled frowns he arranged his ideas.</p>
<p>“Look here,” he said, “what I really mean is—we can
remember now what we did when we went to look for the Amulet. And if we’d
found it we should remember that too.”</p>
<p>“Rather!” said Robert. “Only, you see we
haven’t.”</p>
<p>“But in the future we shall have.”</p>
<p>“Shall we, though?” said Jane.</p>
<p>“Yes—unless we’ve been made fools of by the Psammead. So
then, where we want to go to is where we shall remember about where we did find
it.”</p>
<p>“I see,” said Robert, but he didn’t.</p>
<p>“<i>I</i> don’t,” said Anthea, who did, very nearly.
“Say it again, Squirrel, and very slowly.”</p>
<p>“If,” said Cyril, very slowly indeed, “we go into the
future—after we’ve found the Amulet—”</p>
<p>“But we’ve got to find it first,” said Jane.</p>
<p>“Hush!” said Anthea.</p>
<p>“There will be a future,” said Cyril, driven to greater clearness
by the blank faces of the other three, “there will be a time <i>after</i>
we’ve found it. Let’s go into <i>that</i> time—and then we
shall remember <i>how</i> we found it. And then we can go back and do the
finding really.”</p>
<p>“I see,” said Robert, and this time he did, and I hope <i>you</i>
do.</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Anthea. “Oh, Squirrel, how clever of you!”</p>
<p>“But will the Amulet work both ways?” inquired Robert.</p>
<p>“It ought to,” said Cyril, “if time’s only a thingummy
of whatsitsname. Anyway we might try.”</p>
<p>“Let’s put on our best things, then,” urged Jane. “You
know what people say about progress and the world growing better and brighter.
I expect people will be awfully smart in the future.”</p>
<p>“All right,” said Anthea, “we should have to wash anyway,
I’m all thick with glue.”</p>
<p>When everyone was clean and dressed, the charm was held up.</p>
<p>“We want to go into the future and see the Amulet after we’ve found
it,” said Cyril, and Jane said the word of Power. They walked through the
big arch of the charm straight into the British Museum. They knew it at once,
and there, right in front of them, under a glass case, was the
Amulet—their own half of it, as well as the other half they had never
been able to find—and the two were joined by a pin of red stone that
formed a hinge.</p>
<p>“Oh, glorious!” cried Robert. “Here it is!”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Cyril, very gloomily, “here it is. But we
can’t get it out.”</p>
<p>“No,” said Robert, remembering how impossible the Queen of Babylon
had found it to get anything out of the glass cases in the Museum—except
by Psammead magic, and then she hadn’t been able to take anything away
with her; “no—but we remember where we got it, and we
can—”</p>
<p>“Oh, <i>do</i> we?” interrupted Cyril bitterly, “do
<i>you</i> remember where we got it?”</p>
<p>“No,” said Robert, “I don’t exactly, now I come to
think of it.”</p>
<p>Nor did any of the others!</p>
<p>“But <i>why</i> can’t we?” said Jane.</p>
<p>“Oh, <i>I</i> don’t know,” Cyril’s tone was impatient,
“some silly old enchanted rule I suppose. I wish people would teach you
magic at school like they do sums—or instead of. It would be some use
having an Amulet then.”</p>
<p>“I wonder how far we are in the future,” said Anthea; the Museum
looks just the same, only lighter and brighter, somehow.”</p>
<p>“Let’s go back and try the Past again,” said Robert.</p>
<p>“Perhaps the Museum people could tell us how we got it,” said
Anthea with sudden hope. There was no one in the room, but in the next gallery,
where the Assyrian things are and still were, they found a kind, stout man in a
loose, blue gown, and stockinged legs.</p>
<p>“Oh, they’ve got a new uniform, how pretty!” said Jane.</p>
<p>When they asked him their question he showed them a label on the case. It said,
“From the collection of—.” A name followed, and it was the
name of the learned gentleman who, among themselves, and to his face when he
had been with them at the other side of the Amulet, they had called Jimmy.</p>
<p>“<i>That’s</i> not much good,” said Cyril, “thank
you.”</p>
<p>“How is it you’re not at school?” asked the kind man in blue.
“Not expelled for long I hope?”</p>
<p>“We’re not expelled at all,” said Cyril rather warmly.</p>
<p>“Well, I shouldn’t do it again, if I were you,” said the man,
and they could see he did not believe them. There is no company so little
pleasing as that of people who do not believe you.</p>
<p>“Thank you for showing us the label,” said Cyril. And they came
away.</p>
<p>As they came through the doors of the Museum they blinked at the sudden glory
of sunlight and blue sky. The houses opposite the Museum were gone. Instead
there was a big garden, with trees and flowers and smooth green lawns, and not
a single notice to tell you not to walk on the grass and not to destroy the
trees and shrubs and not to pick the flowers. There were comfortable seats all
about, and arbours covered with roses, and long, trellised walks, also
rose-covered. Whispering, splashing fountains fell into full white marble
basins, white statues gleamed among the leaves, and the pigeons that swept
about among the branches or pecked on the smooth, soft gravel were not black
and tumbled like the Museum pigeons are now, but bright and clean and sleek as
birds of new silver. A good many people were sitting on the seats, and on the
grass babies were rolling and kicking and playing—with very little on
indeed. Men, as well as women, seemed to be in charge of the babies and were
playing with them.</p>
<p>“It’s like a lovely picture,” said Anthea, and it was. For
the people’s clothes were of bright, soft colours and all beautifully and
very simply made. No one seemed to have any hats or bonnets, but there were a
great many Japanese-looking sunshades. And among the trees were hung lamps of
coloured glass.</p>
<p>“I expect they light those in the evening,” said Jane. “I
<i>do</i> wish we lived in the future!”</p>
<p>They walked down the path, and as they went the people on the benches looked at
the four children very curiously, but not rudely or unkindly. The children, in
their turn, looked—I hope they did not stare—at the faces of these
people in the beautiful soft clothes. Those faces were worth looking at. Not
that they were all handsome, though even in the matter of handsomeness they had
the advantage of any set of people the children had ever seen. But it was the
expression of their faces that made them worth looking at. The children could
not tell at first what it was.</p>
<p>“I know,” said Anthea suddenly. “They’re not worried;
that’s what it is.”</p>
<p>And it was. Everybody looked calm, no one seemed to be in a hurry, no one
seemed to be anxious, or fretted, and though some did seem to be sad, not a
single one looked worried.</p>
<p>But though the people looked kind everyone looked so interested in the children
that they began to feel a little shy and turned out of the big main path into a
narrow little one that wound among trees and shrubs and mossy, dripping
springs.</p>
<p>It was here, in a deep, shadowed cleft between tall cypresses, that they found
the expelled little boy. He was lying face downward on the mossy turf, and the
peculiar shaking of his shoulders was a thing they had seen, more than once, in
each other. So Anthea kneeled down by him and said—</p>
<p>“What’s the matter?”</p>
<p>“I’m expelled from school,” said the boy between his sobs.</p>
<p>This was serious. People are not expelled for light offences.</p>
<p>“Do you mind telling us what you’d done?”</p>
<p>“I—I tore up a sheet of paper and threw it about in the
playground,” said the child, in the tone of one confessing an unutterable
baseness. “You won’t talk to me any more now you know that,”
he added without looking up.</p>
<p>“Was that all?” asked Anthea.</p>
<p>“It’s about enough,” said the child; “and I’m
expelled for the whole day!”</p>
<p>“I don’t quite understand,” said Anthea, gently. The boy
lifted his face, rolled over, and sat up.</p>
<p>“Why, whoever on earth are you?” he said.</p>
<p>“We’re strangers from a far country,” said Anthea. “In
our country it’s not a crime to leave a bit of paper about.”</p>
<p>“It is here,” said the child. “If grown-ups do it
they’re fined. When we do it we’re expelled for the whole
day.”</p>
<p>“Well, but,” said Robert, “that just means a day’s
holiday.”</p>
<p>“You <i>must</i> come from a long way off,” said the little boy.
“A holiday’s when you all have play and treats and jolliness, all
of you together. On your expelled days no one’ll speak to you. Everyone
sees you’re an Expelleder or you’d be in school.”</p>
<p>“Suppose you were ill?”</p>
<p>“Nobody is—hardly. If they are, of course they wear the badge, and
everyone is kind to you. I know a boy that stole his sister’s illness
badge and wore it when he was expelled for a day. <i>He</i> got expelled for a
week for that. It must be awful not to go to school for a week.”</p>
<p>“Do you <i>like</i> school, then?” asked Robert incredulously.</p>
<p>“Of course I do. It’s the loveliest place there is. I chose
railways for my special subject this year, there are such splendid models and
things, and now I shall be all behind because of that torn-up paper.”</p>
<p>“You choose your own subject?” asked Cyril.</p>
<p>“Yes, of course. Where <i>did</i> you come from? Don’t you know
<i>anything?</i>”</p>
<p>“No,” said Jane definitely; “so you’d better tell
us.”</p>
<p>“Well, on Midsummer Day school breaks up and everything’s decorated
with flowers, and you choose your special subject for next year. Of course you
have to stick to it for a year at least. Then there are all your other
subjects, of course, reading, and painting, and the rules of
Citizenship.”</p>
<p>“Good gracious!” said Anthea.</p>
<p>“Look here,” said the child, jumping up, “it’s nearly
four. The expelledness only lasts till then. Come home with me. Mother will
tell you all about everything.”</p>
<p>“Will your mother like you taking home strange children?” asked
Anthea.</p>
<p>“I don’t understand,” said the child, settling his leather
belt over his honey-coloured smock and stepping out with hard little bare feet.
“Come on.”</p>
<p>So they went.</p>
<p>The streets were wide and hard and very clean. There were no horses, but a sort
of motor carriage that made no noise. The Thames flowed between green banks,
and there were trees at the edge, and people sat under them, fishing, for the
stream was clear as crystal. Everywhere there were green trees and there was no
smoke. The houses were set in what seemed like one green garden.</p>
<p>The little boy brought them to a house, and at the window was a good, bright
mother-face. The little boy rushed in, and through the window they could see
him hugging his mother, then his eager lips moving and his quick hands
pointing.</p>
<p>A lady in soft green clothes came out, spoke kindly to them, and took them into
the oddest house they had ever seen. It was very bare, there were no ornaments,
and yet every single thing was beautiful, from the dresser with its rows of
bright china, to the thick squares of Eastern-looking carpet on the floors. I
can’t describe that house; I haven’t the time. And I haven’t
heart either, when I think how different it was from our houses. The lady took
them all over it. The oddest thing of all was the big room in the middle. It
had padded walls and a soft, thick carpet, and all the chairs and tables were
padded. There wasn’t a single thing in it that anyone could hurt itself
with.</p>
<p>“What ever’s this for?—lunatics?” asked Cyril.</p>
<p>The lady looked very shocked.</p>
<p>“No! It’s for the children, of course,” she said.
“Don’t tell me that in your country there are no children’s
rooms.”</p>
<p>“There are nurseries,” said Anthea doubtfully, “but the
furniture’s all cornery and hard, like other rooms.”</p>
<p>“How shocking!” said the lady; “you must be <i>very</i> much
behind the times in your country! Why, the children are more than half of the
people; it’s not much to have one room where they can have a good time
and not hurt themselves.”</p>
<p>“But there’s no fireplace,” said Anthea.</p>
<p>“Hot-air pipes, of course,” said the lady. “Why, how could
you have a fire in a nursery? A child might get burned.”</p>
<p>“In our country,” said Robert suddenly, “more than 3,000
children are burned to death every year. Father told me,” he added, as if
apologizing for this piece of information, “once when I’d been
playing with fire.”</p>
<p>The lady turned quite pale.</p>
<p>“What a frightful place you must live in!” she said.</p>
<p>“What’s all the furniture padded for?” Anthea asked, hastily
turning the subject.</p>
<p>“Why, you couldn’t have little tots of two or three running about
in rooms where the things were hard and sharp! They might hurt
themselves.”</p>
<p>Robert fingered the scar on his forehead where he had hit it against the
nursery fender when he was little.</p>
<p>“But does everyone have rooms like this, poor people and all?”
asked Anthea.</p>
<p>“There’s a room like this wherever there’s a child, of
course,” said the lady. “How refreshingly ignorant you
are!—no, I don’t mean ignorant, my dear. Of course, you’re
awfully well up in ancient History. But I see you haven’t done your
Duties of Citizenship Course yet.”</p>
<p>“But beggars, and people like that?” persisted Anthea “and
tramps and people who haven’t any homes?”</p>
<p>“People who haven’t any homes?” repeated the lady. “I
really <i>don’t</i> understand what you’re talking about.”</p>
<p>“It’s all different in our country,” said Cyril carefully;
and I have read it used to be different in London. Usedn’t people to have
no homes and beg because they were hungry? And wasn’t London very black
and dirty once upon a time? And the Thames all muddy and filthy? And narrow
streets, and—”</p>
<p>“You must have been reading very old-fashioned books,” said the
lady. “Why, all that was in the dark ages! My husband can tell you more
about it than I can. He took Ancient History as one of his special
subjects.”</p>
<p>“I haven’t seen any working people,” said Anthea.</p>
<p>“Why, we’re all working people,” said the lady; “at
least my husband’s a carpenter.”</p>
<p>“Good gracious!” said Anthea; “but you’re a
lady!”</p>
<p>“Ah,” said the lady, “that quaint old word! Well, my husband
<i>will</i> enjoy a talk with you. In the dark ages everyone was allowed to
have a smoky chimney, and those nasty horses all over the streets, and all
sorts of rubbish thrown into the Thames. And, of course, the sufferings of the
people will hardly bear thinking of. It’s very learned of you to know it
all. Did <i>you</i> make Ancient History your special subject?”</p>
<p>“Not exactly,” said Cyril, rather uneasily. “What is the
Duties of Citizenship Course about?”</p>
<p>“Don’t you <i>really</i> know? Aren’t you
pretending—just for fun? Really not? Well, that course teaches you how to
be a good citizen, what you must do and what you mayn’t do, so as to do
your full share of the work of making your town a beautiful and happy place for
people to live in. There’s a quite simple little thing they teach the
tiny children. How does it go...?</p>
<p class="poem">
“I must not steal and I must learn,<br/>
Nothing is mine that I do not earn.<br/>
I must try in work and play<br/>
To make things beautiful every day.<br/>
I must be kind to everyone,<br/>
And never let cruel things be done.<br/>
I must be brave, and I must try<br/>
When I am hurt never to cry,<br/>
And always laugh as much as I can,<br/>
And be glad that I’m going to be a man<br/>
To work for my living and help the rest<br/>
And never do less than my very best.”</p>
<p>“That’s very easy,” said Jane. “<i>I</i> could remember
that.”</p>
<p>“That’s only the very beginning, of course,” said the lady;
“there are heaps more rhymes. There’s the one beginning—</p>
<p class="poem">
“I must not litter the beautiful street<br/>
With bits of paper or things to eat;<br/>
I must not pick the public flowers,<br/>
They are not <i>mine</i>, but they are <i>ours</i>.”</p>
<p>“And ‘things to eat’ reminds me—are you hungry? Wells,
run and get a tray of nice things.”</p>
<p>“Why do you call him ‘Wells’?” asked Robert, as the boy
ran off.</p>
<p>“It’s after the great reformer—surely you’ve heard of
<i>him?</i> He lived in the dark ages, and he saw that what you ought to do is
to find out what you want and then try to get it. Up to then people had always
tried to tinker up what they’d got. We’ve got a great many of the
things he thought of. Then ‘Wells’ means springs of clear water.
It’s a nice name, don’t you think?”</p>
<p>Here Wells returned with strawberries and cakes and lemonade on a tray, and
everybody ate and enjoyed.</p>
<p>“Now, Wells,” said the lady, “run off or you’ll be late
and not meet your Daddy.”</p>
<p>Wells kissed her, waved to the others, and went.</p>
<p>“Look here,” said Anthea suddenly, “would you like to come to
<i>our</i> country, and see what it’s like? It wouldn’t take you a
minute.”</p>
<p>The lady laughed. But Jane held up the charm and said the word.</p>
<p>“What a splendid conjuring trick!” cried the lady, enchanted with
the beautiful, growing arch.</p>
<p>“Go through,” said Anthea.</p>
<p>The lady went, laughing. But she did not laugh when she found herself,
suddenly, in the dining-room at Fitzroy Street.</p>
<p>“Oh, what a <i>horrible</i> trick!” she cried. “What a
hateful, dark, ugly place!”</p>
<p>She ran to the window and looked out. The sky was grey, the street was foggy, a
dismal organ-grinder was standing opposite the door, a beggar and a man who
sold matches were quarrelling at the edge of the pavement on whose greasy black
surface people hurried along, hastening to get to the shelter of their houses.</p>
<p>“Oh, look at their faces, their horrible faces!” she cried.
“What’s the matter with them all?”</p>
<p>“They’re poor people, that’s all,” said Robert.</p>
<p>“But it’s <i>not</i> all! They’re ill, they’re unhappy,
they’re wicked! Oh, do stop it, there’s dear children. It’s
very, very clever. Some sort of magic-lantern trick, I suppose, like I’ve
read of. But <i>do</i> stop it. Oh! their poor, tired, miserable, wicked
faces!”</p>
<p>The tears were in her eyes. Anthea signed to Jane. The arch grew, they spoke
the words, and pushed the lady through it into her own time and place, where
London is clean and beautiful, and the Thames runs clear and bright, and the
green trees grow, and no one is afraid, or anxious, or in a hurry.</p>
<p>There was a silence. Then—</p>
<p>“I’m glad we went,” said Anthea, with a deep breath.</p>
<p>“I’ll never throw paper about again as long as I live,” said
Robert.</p>
<p>“Mother always told us not to,” said Jane.</p>
<p>“I would like to take up the Duties of Citizenship for a special
subject,” said Cyril. “I wonder if Father could put me through it.
I shall ask him when he comes home.”</p>
<p>“If we’d found the Amulet, Father could be home <i>now</i>,”
said Anthea, “and Mother and The Lamb.”</p>
<p>“Let’s go into the future <i>again</i>,” suggested Jane
brightly. “Perhaps we could remember if it wasn’t such an awful way
off.”</p>
<p>So they did. This time they said, “The future, where the Amulet is, not
so far away.”</p>
<p>And they went through the familiar arch into a large, light room with three
windows. Facing them was the familiar mummy-case. And at a table by the window
sat the learned gentleman. They knew him at once, though his hair was white. He
was one of the faces that do not change with age. In his hand was the
Amulet—complete and perfect.</p>
<p>He rubbed his other hand across his forehead in the way they were so used to.</p>
<p>“Dreams, dreams!” he said; “old age is full of them!”</p>
<p>“You’ve been in dreams with us before now,” said Robert,
“don’t you remember?”</p>
<p>“I do, indeed,” said he. The room had many more books than the
Fitzroy Street room, and far more curious and wonderful Assyrian and Egyptian
objects. “The most wonderful dreams I ever had had you in them.”</p>
<p>“Where,” asked Cyril, “did you get that thing in your
hand?”</p>
<p>“If you weren’t just a dream,” he answered, smiling,
you’d remember that you gave it to me.”</p>
<p>“But where did we get it?” Cyril asked eagerly.</p>
<p>“Ah, you never would tell me that,” he said, “You always had
your little mysteries. You dear children! What a difference you made to that
old Bloomsbury house! I wish I could dream you oftener. Now you’re grown
up you’re not like you used to be.”</p>
<p>“Grown up?” said Anthea.</p>
<p>The learned gentleman pointed to a frame with four photographs in it.</p>
<p>“There you are,” he said.</p>
<p>The children saw four grown-up people’s portraits—two ladies, two
gentlemen—and looked on them with loathing.</p>
<p>“Shall we grow up like <i>that?</i>” whispered Jane. “How
perfectly horrid!”</p>
<p>“If we’re ever like that, we sha’nn’t know it’s
horrid, I expect,” Anthea with some insight whispered back. “You
see, you get used to yourself while you’re changing.
It’s—it’s being so sudden makes it seem so frightful
now.”</p>
<p>The learned gentleman was looking at them with wistful kindness.
“Don’t let me undream you just yet,” he said. There was a
pause.</p>
<p>“Do you remember <i>when</i> we gave you that Amulet?” Cyril asked
suddenly.</p>
<p>“You know, or you would if you weren’t a dream, that it was on the
3rd December, 1905. I shall never forget <i>that</i> day.”</p>
<p>“Thank you,” said Cyril, earnestly; “oh, thank you very
much.”</p>
<p>“You’ve got a new room,” said Anthea, looking out of the
window, “and what a lovely garden!”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said he, “I’m too old now to care even about
being near the Museum. This is a beautiful place. Do you know—I can
hardly believe you’re just a dream, you do look so exactly real. Do you
know...” his voice dropped, “I can say it to <i>you</i>, though, of
course, if I said it to anyone that wasn’t a dream they’d call me
mad; there was something about that Amulet you gave me—something very
mysterious.”</p>
<p>“There was that,” said Robert.</p>
<p>“Ah, I don’t mean your pretty little childish mysteries about where
you got it. But about the thing itself. First, the wonderful dreams I used to
have, after you’d shown me the first half of it! Why, my book on
Atlantis, that I did, was the beginning of my fame and my fortune, too. And I
got it all out of a dream! And then, ‘Britain at the Time of the Roman
Invasion’—that was only a pamphlet, but it explained a lot of
things people hadn’t understood.”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Anthea, “it would.”</p>
<p>“That was the beginning. But after you’d given me the whole of the
Amulet—ah, it was generous of you!—then, somehow, I didn’t
need to theorize, I seemed to <i>know</i> about the old Egyptian civilization.
And they can’t upset my theories”—he rubbed his thin hands
and laughed triumphantly—“they can’t, though they’ve
tried. Theories, they call them, but they’re more like—I
don’t know—more like memories. I <i>know</i> I’m right about
the secret rites of the Temple of Amen.”</p>
<p>“I’m so glad you’re rich,” said Anthea. “You
weren’t, you know, at Fitzroy Street.”</p>
<p>“Indeed I wasn’t,” said he, “but I am now. This
beautiful house and this lovely garden—I dig in it sometimes; you
remember, you used to tell me to take more exercise? Well, I feel I owe it all
to you—and the Amulet.”</p>
<p>“I’m so glad,” said Anthea, and kissed him. He started.</p>
<p>“<i>That</i> didn’t feel like a dream,” he said, and his
voice trembled.</p>
<p>“It isn’t exactly a dream,” said Anthea softly,
“it’s all part of the Amulet—it’s a sort of extra
special, real dream, dear Jimmy.”</p>
<p>“Ah,” said he, “when you call me that, I know I’m
dreaming. My little sister—I dream of her sometimes. But it’s not
real like this. Do you remember the day I dreamed you brought me the Babylonish
ring?”</p>
<p>“We remember it all,” said Robert. “Did you leave Fitzroy
Street because you were too rich for it?”</p>
<p>“Oh, no!” he said reproachfully. “You know I should never
have done such a thing as that. Of course, I left when your old Nurse died
and—what’s the matter!”</p>
<p>“Old Nurse <i>dead?</i>” said Anthea. “Oh, <i>no!</i>”</p>
<p>“Yes, yes, it’s the common lot. It’s a long time ago
now.”</p>
<p>Jane held up the Amulet in a hand that twittered.</p>
<p>“Come!” she cried, “oh, come home! She may be dead before we
get there, and then we can’t give it to her. Oh, come!”</p>
<p>“Ah, don’t let the dream end now!” pleaded the learned
gentleman.</p>
<p>“It must,” said Anthea firmly, and kissed him again.</p>
<p>“When it comes to people dying,” said Robert, “good-bye!
I’m so glad you’re rich and famous and happy.”</p>
<p>“<i>Do</i> come!” cried Jane, stamping in her agony of impatience.</p>
<p>And they went. Old Nurse brought in tea almost as soon as they were back in
Fitzroy Street. As she came in with the tray, the girls rushed at her and
nearly upset her and it.</p>
<p>“Don’t die!” cried Jane, “oh, don’t!” and
Anthea cried, “Dear, ducky, darling old Nurse, don’t die!”</p>
<p>“Lord, love you!” said Nurse, “I’m not agoin’ to
die yet a while, please Heaven! Whatever on earth’s the matter with the
chicks?”</p>
<p>“Nothing. Only don’t!”</p>
<p>She put the tray down and hugged the girls in turn. The boys thumped her on the
back with heartfelt affection.</p>
<p>“I’m as well as ever I was in my life,” she said. “What
nonsense about dying! You’ve been a sitting too long in the dusk,
that’s what it is. Regular blind man’s holiday. Leave go of me,
while I light the gas.”</p>
<p>The yellow light illuminated four pale faces.</p>
<p>“We do love you so,” Anthea went on, “and we’ve made
you a picture to show you how we love you. Get it out, Squirrel.”</p>
<p>The glazed testimonial was dragged out from under the sofa and displayed.</p>
<p>“The glue’s not dry yet,” said Cyril, “look out!”</p>
<p>“What a beauty!” cried old Nurse. “Well, I never! And your
pictures and the beautiful writing and all. Well, I always did say your hearts
was in the right place, if a bit careless at times. Well! I never did! I
don’t know as I was ever pleased better in my life.”</p>
<p>She hugged them all, one after the other. And the boys did not mind it,
somehow, that day.</p>
<p class="p2">
“How is it we can remember all about the future, <i>now?</i>”
Anthea woke the Psammead with laborious gentleness to put the question.
“How is it we can remember what we saw in the future, and yet, when we
<i>were</i> in the future, we could not remember the bit of the future that was
past then, the time of finding the Amulet?”</p>
<p>“Why, what a silly question!” said the Psammead, “of course
you cannot remember what hasn’t happened yet.”</p>
<p>“But the <i>future</i> hasn’t happened yet,” Anthea
persisted, “and we remember that all right.”</p>
<p>“Oh, that isn’t what’s happened, my good child,” said
the Psammead, rather crossly, “that’s prophetic vision. And you
remember dreams, don’t you? So why not visions? You never do seem to
understand the simplest thing.”</p>
<p>It went to sand again at once.</p>
<p>Anthea crept down in her nightgown to give one last kiss to old Nurse, and one
last look at the beautiful testimonial hanging, by its tapes, its glue now
firmly set, in glazed glory on the wall of the kitchen.</p>
<p>“Good-night, bless your loving heart,” said old Nurse, “if
only you don’t catch your deather-cold!”</p>
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