<h2><SPAN name="chap08"></SPAN>CHAPTER VIII.<br/> MADAME BECK.</h2>
<p>Being delivered into the charge of the maîtresse, I was led through a long
narrow passage into a foreign kitchen, very clean but very strange. It seemed
to contain no means of cooking—neither fireplace nor oven; I did not
understand that the great black furnace which filled one corner, was an
efficient substitute for these. Surely pride was not already beginning its
whispers in my heart; yet I felt a sense of relief when, instead of being left
in the kitchen, as I half anticipated, I was led forward to a small inner room
termed a “cabinet.” A cook in a jacket, a short petticoat and
sabots, brought my supper: to wit—some meat, nature unknown, served in an
odd and acid, but pleasant sauce; some chopped potatoes, made savoury with, I
know not what: vinegar and sugar, I think: a tartine, or slice of bread and
butter, and a baked pear. Being hungry, I ate and was grateful.</p>
<p>After the “prière du soir,” Madame herself came to have another
look at me. She desired me to follow her up-stairs. Through a series of the
queerest little dormitories—which, I heard afterwards, had once been
nuns’ cells: for the premises were in part of ancient date—and
through the oratory—a long, low, gloomy room, where a crucifix hung,
pale, against the wall, and two tapers kept dim vigils—she conducted me
to an apartment where three children were asleep in three tiny beds. A heated
stove made the air of this room oppressive; and, to mend matters, it was
scented with an odour rather strong than delicate: a perfume, indeed,
altogether surprising and unexpected under the circumstances, being like the
combination of smoke with some spirituous essence—a smell, in short, of
whisky.</p>
<p>Beside a table, on which flared the remnant of a candle guttering to waste in
the socket, a coarse woman, heterogeneously clad in a broad striped showy silk
dress, and a stuff apron, sat in a chair fast asleep. To complete the picture,
and leave no doubt as to the state of matters, a bottle and an empty glass
stood at the sleeping beauty’s elbow.</p>
<p>Madame contemplated this remarkable tableau with great calm; she neither smiled
nor scowled; no impress of anger, disgust, or surprise, ruffled the equality of
her grave aspect; she did not even wake the woman! Serenely pointing to a
fourth bed, she intimated that it was to be mine; then, having extinguished the
candle and substituted for it a night-lamp, she glided through an inner door,
which she left ajar—the entrance to her own chamber, a large,
well-furnished apartment; as was discernible through the aperture.</p>
<p>My devotions that night were all thanksgiving. Strangely had I been led since
morning—unexpectedly had I been provided for. Scarcely could I believe
that not forty-eight hours had elapsed since I left London, under no other
guardianship than that which protects the passenger-bird—with no prospect
but the dubious cloud-tracery of hope.</p>
<p>I was a light sleeper; in the dead of night I suddenly awoke. All was hushed,
but a white figure stood in the room—Madame in her night-dress. Moving
without perceptible sound, she visited the three children in the three beds;
she approached me: I feigned sleep, and she studied me long. A small pantomime
ensued, curious enough. I daresay she sat a quarter of an hour on the edge of
my bed, gazing at my face. She then drew nearer, bent close over me; slightly
raised my cap, and turned back the border so as to expose my hair; she looked
at my hand lying on the bedclothes. This done, she turned to the chair where my
clothes lay: it was at the foot of the bed. Hearing her touch and lift them, I
opened my eyes with precaution, for I own I felt curious to see how far her
taste for research would lead her. It led her a good way: every article did she
inspect. I divined her motive for this proceeding, viz. the wish to form from
the garments a judgment respecting the wearer, her station, means, neatness,
&c. The end was not bad, but the means were hardly fair or justifiable. In
my dress was a pocket; she fairly turned it inside out: she counted the money
in my purse; she opened a little memorandum-book, coolly perused its contents,
and took from between the leaves a small plaited lock of Miss Marchmont’s
grey hair. To a bunch of three keys, being those of my trunk, desk, and
work-box, she accorded special attention: with these, indeed, she withdrew a
moment to her own room. I softly rose in my bed and followed her with my eye:
these keys, reader, were not brought back till they had left on the toilet of
the adjoining room the impress of their wards in wax. All being thus done
decently and in order, my property was returned to its place, my clothes were
carefully refolded. Of what nature were the conclusions deduced from this
scrutiny? Were they favourable or otherwise? Vain question. Madame’s face
of stone (for of stone in its present night aspect it looked: it had been
human, and, as I said before, motherly, in the salon) betrayed no response.</p>
<p>Her duty done—I felt that in her eyes this business was a duty—she
rose, noiseless as a shadow: she moved towards her own chamber; at the door,
she turned, fixing her eye on the heroine of the bottle, who still slept and
loudly snored. Mrs. Svini (I presume this was Mrs. Svini, Anglicé or Hibernicé,
Sweeny)—Mrs. Sweeny’s doom was in Madame Beck’s eye—an
immutable purpose that eye spoke: Madame’s visitations for shortcomings
might be slow, but they were sure. All this was very un-English: truly I was in
a foreign land.</p>
<p>The morrow made me further acquainted with Mrs. Sweeny. It seems she had
introduced herself to her present employer as an English lady in reduced
circumstances: a native, indeed, of Middlesex, professing to speak the English
tongue with the purest metropolitan accent. Madame—reliant on her own
infallible expedients for finding out the truth in time—had a singular
intrepidity in hiring service off-hand (as indeed seemed abundantly proved in
my own case). She received Mrs. Sweeny as nursery-governess to her three
children. I need hardly explain to the reader that this lady was in effect a
native of Ireland; her station I do not pretend to fix: she boldly declared
that she had “had the bringing-up of the son and daughter of a
marquis.” I think myself, she might possibly have been a hanger-on,
nurse, fosterer, or washerwoman, in some Irish family: she spoke a smothered
tongue, curiously overlaid with mincing cockney inflections. By some means or
other she had acquired, and now held in possession, a wardrobe of rather
suspicious splendour—gowns of stiff and costly silk, fitting her
indifferently, and apparently made for other proportions than those they now
adorned; caps with real lace borders, and—the chief item in the
inventory, the spell by which she struck a certain awe through the household,
quelling the otherwise scornfully disposed teachers and servants, and, so long
as her broad shoulders <i>wore</i> the folds of that majestic drapery, even
influencing Madame herself—<i>a real Indian shawl</i>—“un
véritable cachemire,” as Madame Beck said, with unmixed reverence and
amaze. I feel quite sure that without this “cachemire” she would
not have kept her footing in the pensionnat for two days: by virtue of it, and
it only, she maintained the same a month.</p>
<p>But when Mrs. Sweeny knew that I was come to fill her shoes, then it was that
she declared herself—then did she rise on Madame Beck in her full
power—then come down on me with her concentrated weight. Madame bore this
revelation and visitation so well, so stoically, that I for very shame could
not support it otherwise than with composure. For one little moment Madame Beck
absented herself from the room; ten minutes after, an agent of the police stood
in the midst of us. Mrs. Sweeny and her effects were removed. Madame’s
brow had not been ruffled during the scene—her lips had not dropped one
sharply-accented word.</p>
<p>This brisk little affair of the dismissal was all settled before breakfast:
order to march given, policeman called, mutineer expelled; “chambre
d’enfans” fumigated and cleansed, windows thrown open, and every
trace of the accomplished Mrs. Sweeny—even to the fine essence and
spiritual fragrance which gave token so subtle and so fatal of the head and
front of her offending—was annihilated from the Rue Fossette: all this, I
say, was done between the moment of Madame Beck’s issuing like Aurora
from her chamber, and that in which she coolly sat down to pour out her first
cup of coffee.</p>
<p>About noon, I was summoned to dress Madame. (It appeared my place was to be a
hybrid between gouvernante and lady’s-maid.) Till noon, she haunted the
house in her wrapping-gown, shawl, and soundless slippers. How would the
lady-chief of an English school approve this custom?</p>
<p>The dressing of her hair puzzled me; she had plenty of it: auburn, unmixed with
grey: though she was forty years old. Seeing my embarrassment, she said,
“You have not been a femme-de-chambre in your own country?” And
taking the brush from my hand, and setting me aside, not ungently or
disrespectfully, she arranged it herself. In performing other offices of the
toilet, she half-directed, half-aided me, without the least display of temper
or impatience. N.B.—That was the first and last time I was required to
dress her. Henceforth, on Rosine, the portress, devolved that duty.</p>
<p>When attired, Madame Beck appeared a personage of a figure rather short and
stout, yet still graceful in its own peculiar way; that is, with the grace
resulting from proportion of parts. Her complexion was fresh and sanguine, not
too rubicund; her eye, blue and serene; her dark silk dress fitted her as a
French sempstress alone can make a dress fit; she looked well, though a little
bourgeoise; as bourgeoise, indeed, she was. I know not what of harmony pervaded
her whole person; and yet her face offered contrast, too: its features were by
no means such as are usually seen in conjunction with a complexion of such
blended freshness and repose: their outline was stern: her forehead was high
but narrow; it expressed capacity and some benevolence, but no expanse; nor did
her peaceful yet watchful eye ever know the fire which is kindled in the heart
or the softness which flows thence. Her mouth was hard: it could be a little
grim; her lips were thin. For sensibility and genius, with all their tenderness
and temerity, I felt somehow that Madame would be the right sort of Minos in
petticoats.</p>
<p>In the long run, I found she was something else in petticoats too. Her name was
Modeste Maria Beck, née Kint: it ought to have been Ignacia. She was a
charitable woman, and did a great deal of good. There never was a mistress
whose rule was milder. I was told that she never once remonstrated with the
intolerable Mrs. Sweeny, despite her tipsiness, disorder, and general neglect;
yet Mrs. Sweeny had to go the moment her departure became convenient. I was
told, too, that neither masters nor teachers were found fault with in that
establishment; yet both masters and teachers were often changed: they vanished
and others filled their places, none could well explain how.</p>
<p>The establishment was both a pensionnat and an externat: the externes or
day-pupils exceeded one hundred in number; the boarders were about a score.
Madame must have possessed high administrative powers: she ruled all these,
together with four teachers, eight masters, six servants, and three children,
managing at the same time to perfection the pupils’ parents and friends;
and that without apparent effort; without bustle, fatigue, fever, or any
symptom of undue, excitement: occupied she always was—busy, rarely. It is
true that Madame had her own system for managing and regulating this mass of
machinery; and a very pretty system it was: the reader has seen a specimen of
it, in that small affair of turning my pocket inside out, and reading my
private memoranda. “Surveillance,”
“espionage,”—these were her watchwords.</p>
<p>Still, Madame knew what honesty was, and liked it—that is, when it did
not obtrude its clumsy scruples in the way of her will and interest. She had a
respect for “Angleterre;” and as to “les Anglaises,”
she would have the women of no other country about her own children, if she
could help it.</p>
<p>Often in the evening, after she had been plotting and counter-plotting, spying
and receiving the reports of spies all day, she would come up to my
room—a trace of real weariness on her brow—and she would sit down
and listen while the children said their little prayers to me in English: the
Lord’s Prayer, and the hymn beginning “Gentle Jesus,” these
little Catholics were permitted to repeat at my knee; and, when I had put them
to bed, she would talk to me (I soon gained enough French to be able to
understand, and even answer her) about England and Englishwomen, and the
reasons for what she was pleased to term their superior intelligence, and more
real and reliable probity. Very good sense she often showed; very sound
opinions she often broached: she seemed to know that keeping girls in
distrustful restraint, in blind ignorance, and under a surveillance that left
them no moment and no corner for retirement, was not the best way to make them
grow up honest and modest women; but she averred that ruinous consequences
would ensue if any other method were tried with continental children: they were
so accustomed to restraint, that relaxation, however guarded, would be
misunderstood and fatally presumed on. She was sick, she would declare, of the
means she had to use, but use them she must; and after discoursing, often with
dignity and delicacy, to me, she would move away on her “souliers de
silence,” and glide ghost-like through the house, watching and spying
everywhere, peering through every keyhole, listening behind every door.</p>
<p>After all, Madame’s system was not bad—let me do her justice.
Nothing could be better than all her arrangements for the physical well-being
of her scholars. No minds were overtasked: the lessons were well distributed
and made incomparably easy to the learner; there was a liberty of amusement,
and a provision for exercise which kept the girls healthy; the food was
abundant and good: neither pale nor puny faces were anywhere to be seen in the
Rue Fossette. She never grudged a holiday; she allowed plenty of time for
sleeping, dressing, washing, eating; her method in all these matters was easy,
liberal, salutary, and rational: many an austere English school-mistress would
do vastly well to imitate her—and I believe many would be glad to do so,
if exacting English parents would let them.</p>
<p>As Madame Beck ruled by espionage, she of course had her staff of spies: she
perfectly knew the quality of the tools she used, and while she would not
scruple to handle the dirtiest for a dirty occasion—flinging this sort
from her like refuse rind, after the orange has been duly squeezed—I have
known her fastidious in seeking pure metal for clean uses; and when once a
bloodless and rustless instrument was found, she was careful of the prize,
keeping it in silk and cotton-wool. Yet, woe be to that man or woman who relied
on her one inch beyond the point where it was her interest to be trustworthy:
interest was the master-key of Madame’s nature—the mainspring of
her motives—the alpha and omega of her life. I have seen her
<i>feelings</i> appealed to, and I have smiled in half-pity, half-scorn at the
appellants. None ever gained her ear through that channel, or swayed her
purpose by that means. On the contrary, to attempt to touch her heart was the
surest way to rouse her antipathy, and to make of her a secret foe. It proved
to her that she had no heart to be touched: it reminded her where she was
impotent and dead. Never was the distinction between charity and mercy better
exemplified than in her. While devoid of sympathy, she had a sufficiency of
rational benevolence: she would give in the readiest manner to people she had
never seen—rather, however, to classes than to individuals. “Pour
les pauvres,” she opened her purse freely—against <i>the poor
man</i>, as a rule, she kept it closed. In philanthropic schemes for the
benefit of society at large she took a cheerful part; no private sorrow touched
her: no force or mass of suffering concentrated in one heart had power to
pierce hers. Not the agony in Gethsemane, not the death on Calvary, could have
wrung from her eyes one tear.</p>
<p>I say again, Madame was a very great and a very capable woman. That school
offered her for her powers too limited a sphere; she ought to have swayed a
nation: she should have been the leader of a turbulent legislative assembly.
Nobody could have browbeaten her, none irritated her nerves, exhausted her
patience, or over-reached her astuteness. In her own single person, she could
have comprised the duties of a first minister and a superintendent of police.
Wise, firm, faithless; secret, crafty, passionless; watchful and inscrutable;
acute and insensate—withal perfectly decorous—what more could be
desired?</p>
<p>The sensible reader will not suppose that I gained all the knowledge here
condensed for his benefit in one month, or in one half-year. No! what I saw at
first was the thriving outside of a large and flourishing educational
establishment. Here was a great house, full of healthy, lively girls, all
well-dressed and many of them handsome, gaining knowledge by a marvellously
easy method, without painful exertion or useless waste of spirits; not,
perhaps, making very rapid progress in anything; taking it easy, but still
always employed, and never oppressed. Here was a corps of teachers and masters,
more stringently tasked, as all the real head-labour was to be done by them, in
order to save the pupils, yet having their duties so arranged that they
relieved each other in quick succession whenever the work was severe: here, in
short, was a foreign school; of which the life, movement, and variety made it a
complete and most charming contrast to many English institutions of the same
kind.</p>
<p>Behind the house was a large garden, and, in summer, the pupils almost lived
out of doors amongst the rose-bushes and the fruit-trees. Under the vast and
vine-draped berceau, Madame would take her seat on summer afternoons, and send
for the classes, in turns, to sit round her and sew and read. Meantime, masters
came and went, delivering short and lively lectures, rather than lessons, and
the pupils made notes of their instructions, or did <i>not</i> make
them—just as inclination prompted; secure that, in case of neglect, they
could copy the notes of their companions. Besides the regular monthly <i>jours
de sortie</i>, the Catholic fête-days brought a succession of holidays all the
year round; and sometimes on a bright summer morning, or soft summer evening;
the boarders were taken out for a long walk into the country, regaled with
<i>gaufres</i> and <i>vin blanc</i>, or new milk and <i>pain bis</i>, or
<i>pistolets au beurre</i> (rolls) and coffee. All this seemed very pleasant,
and Madame appeared goodness itself; and the teachers not so bad but they might
be worse; and the pupils, perhaps, a little noisy and rough, but types of
health and glee.</p>
<p>Thus did the view appear, seen through the enchantment of distance; but there
came a time when distance was to melt for me—when I was to be called down
from my watch-tower of the nursery, whence I had hitherto made my observations,
and was to be compelled into closer intercourse with this little world of the
Rue Fossette.</p>
<p>I was one day sitting up-stairs, as usual, hearing the children their English
lessons, and at the same time turning a silk dress for Madame, when she came
sauntering into the room with that absorbed air and brow of hard thought she
sometimes wore, and which made her look so little genial. Dropping into a seat
opposite mine, she remained some minutes silent. Désirée, the eldest girl, was
reading to me some little essay of Mrs. Barbauld’s, and I was making her
translate currently from English to French as she proceeded, by way of
ascertaining that she comprehended what she read: Madame listened.</p>
<p>Presently, without preface or prelude, she said, almost in the tone of one
making an accusation, “Meess, in England you were a governess?”</p>
<p>“No, Madame,” said I smiling, “you are mistaken.”</p>
<p>“Is this your first essay at teaching—this attempt with my
children?”</p>
<p>I assured her it was. Again she became silent; but looking up, as I took a pin
from the cushion, I found myself an object of study: she held me under her eye;
she seemed turning me round in her thoughts—measuring my fitness for a
purpose, weighing my value in a plan. Madame had, ere this, scrutinized all I
had, and I believe she esteemed herself cognizant of much that I was; but from
that day, for the space of about a fortnight, she tried me by new tests. She
listened at the nursery door when I was shut in with the children; she followed
me at a cautious distance when I walked out with them, stealing within ear-shot
whenever the trees of park or boulevard afforded a sufficient screen: a strict
preliminary process having thus been observed, she made a move forward.</p>
<p>One morning, coming on me abruptly, and with the semblance of hurry, she said
she found herself placed in a little dilemma. Mr. Wilson, the English master,
had failed to come at his hour, she feared he was ill; the pupils were waiting
in classe; there was no one to give a lesson; should I, for once, object to
giving a short dictation exercise, just that the pupils might not have it to
say they had missed their English lesson?</p>
<p>“In classe, Madame?” I asked.</p>
<p>“Yes, in classe: in the second division.”</p>
<p>“Where there are sixty pupils,” said I; for I knew the number, and
with my usual base habit of cowardice, I shrank into my sloth like a snail into
its shell, and alleged incapacity and impracticability as a pretext to escape
action. If left to myself, I should infallibly have let this chance slip.
Inadventurous, unstirred by impulses of practical ambition, I was capable of
sitting twenty years teaching infants the hornbook, turning silk dresses and
making children’s frocks. Not that true contentment dignified this
infatuated resignation: my work had neither charm for my taste, nor hold on my
interest; but it seemed to me a great thing to be without heavy anxiety, and
relieved from intimate trial: the negation of severe suffering was the nearest
approach to happiness I expected to know. Besides, I seemed to hold two
lives—the life of thought, and that of reality; and, provided the former
was nourished with a sufficiency of the strange necromantic joys of fancy, the
privileges of the latter might remain limited to daily bread, hourly work, and
a roof of shelter.</p>
<p>“Come,” said Madame, as I stooped more busily than ever over the
cutting-out of a child’s pinafore, “leave that work.”</p>
<p>“But Fifine wants it, Madame.”</p>
<p>“Fifine must want it, then, for I want <i>you</i>.”</p>
<p>And as Madame Beck did really want and was resolved to have me—as she had
long been dissatisfied with the English master, with his shortcomings in
punctuality, and his careless method of tuition—as, too, <i>she</i> did
not lack resolution and practical activity, whether <i>I</i> lacked them or
not—she, without more ado, made me relinquish thimble and needle; my hand
was taken into hers, and I was conducted down-stairs. When we reached the
carré, a large square hall between the dwelling-house and the pensionnat, she
paused, dropped my hand, faced, and scrutinized me. I was flushed, and
tremulous from head to foot: tell it not in Gath, I believe I was crying. In
fact, the difficulties before me were far from being wholly imaginary; some of
them were real enough; and not the least substantial lay in my want of mastery
over the medium through which I should be obliged to teach. I had, indeed,
studied French closely since my arrival in Villette; learning its practice by
day, and its theory in every leisure moment at night, to as late an hour as the
rule of the house would allow candle-light; but I was far from yet being able
to trust my powers of correct oral expression.</p>
<p>“Dîtes donc,” said Madame sternly, “vous sentez vous
réellement trop faible?”</p>
<p>I might have said “Yes,” and gone back to nursery obscurity, and
there, perhaps, mouldered for the rest of my life; but looking up at Madame, I
saw in her countenance a something that made me think twice ere I decided. At
that instant she did not wear a woman’s aspect, but rather a man’s.
Power of a particular kind strongly limned itself in all her traits, and that
power was not my kind of power: neither sympathy, nor congeniality, nor
submission, were the emotions it awakened. I stood—not soothed, nor won,
nor overwhelmed. It seemed as if a challenge of strength between opposing gifts
was given, and I suddenly felt all the dishonour of my diffidence—all the
pusillanimity of my slackness to aspire.</p>
<p>“Will you,” she said, “go backward or forward?”
indicating with her hand, first, the small door of communication with the
dwelling-house, and then the great double portals of the classes or
schoolrooms.</p>
<p>“En avant,” I said.</p>
<p>“But,” pursued she, cooling as I warmed, and continuing the hard
look, from very antipathy to which I drew strength and determination,
“can you face the classes, or are you over-excited?”</p>
<p>She sneered slightly in saying this: nervous excitability was not much to
Madame’s taste.</p>
<p>“I am no more excited than this stone,” I said, tapping the flag
with my toe: “or than you,” I added, returning her look.</p>
<p>“Bon! But let me tell you these are not quiet, decorous, English girls
you are going to encounter. Ce sont des Labassecouriennes, rondes, franches,
brusques, et tant soit peu rebelles.”</p>
<p>I said: “I know; and I know, too, that though I have studied French hard
since I came here, yet I still speak it with far too much hesitation—too
little accuracy to be able to command their respect I shall make blunders that
will lay me open to the scorn of the most ignorant. Still I mean to give the
lesson.”</p>
<p>“They always throw over timid teachers,” said she.</p>
<p>“I know that too, Madame; I have heard how they rebelled against and
persecuted Miss Turner”—a poor friendless English teacher, whom
Madame had employed, and lightly discarded; and to whose piteous history I was
no stranger.</p>
<p>“C’est vrai,” said she, coolly. “Miss Turner had no
more command over them than a servant from the kitchen would have had. She was
weak and wavering; she had neither tact nor intelligence, decision nor dignity.
Miss Turner would not do for these girls at all.”</p>
<p>I made no reply, but advanced to the closed schoolroom door.</p>
<p>“You will not expect aid from me, or from any one,” said Madame.
“That would at once set you down as incompetent for your office.”</p>
<p>I opened the door, let her pass with courtesy, and followed her. There were
three schoolrooms, all large. That dedicated to the second division, where I
was to figure, was considerably the largest, and accommodated an assemblage
more numerous, more turbulent, and infinitely more unmanageable than the other
two. In after days, when I knew the ground better, I used to think sometimes
(if such a comparison may be permitted), that the quiet, polished, tame first
division was to the robust, riotous, demonstrative second division, what the
English House of Lords is to the House of Commons.</p>
<p>The first glance informed me that many of the pupils were more than
girls—quite young women; I knew that some of them were of noble family
(as nobility goes in Labassecour), and I was well convinced that not one
amongst them was ignorant of my position in Madame’s household. As I
mounted the estràde (a low platform, raised a step above the flooring), where
stood the teacher’s chair and desk, I beheld opposite to me a row of eyes
and brows that threatened stormy weather—eyes full of an insolent light,
and brows hard and unblushing as marble. The continental “female”
is quite a different being to the insular “female” of the same age
and class: I never saw such eyes and brows in England. Madame Beck introduced
me in one cool phrase, sailed from the room, and left me alone in my glory.</p>
<p>I shall never forget that first lesson, nor all the under-current of life and
character it opened up to me. Then first did I begin rightly to see the wide
difference that lies between the novelist’s and poet’s ideal
“jeune fille” and the said “jeune fille” as she really
is.</p>
<p>It seems that three titled belles in the first row had sat down predetermined
that a <i>bonne d’enfants</i> should not give them lessons in English.
They knew they had succeeded in expelling obnoxious teachers before now; they
knew that Madame would at any time throw overboard a professeur or maitresse
who became unpopular with the school—that she never assisted a weak
official to retain his place—that if he had not strength to fight, or
tact to win his way, down he went: looking at “Miss Snowe,” they
promised themselves an easy victory.</p>
<p>Mesdemoiselles Blanche, Virginie, and Angélique opened the campaign by a series
of titterings and whisperings; these soon swelled into murmurs and short
laughs, which the remoter benches caught up and echoed more loudly. This
growing revolt of sixty against one, soon became oppressive enough; my command
of French being so limited, and exercised under such cruel constraint.</p>
<p>Could I but have spoken in my own tongue, I felt as if I might have gained a
hearing; for, in the first place, though I knew I looked a poor creature, and
in many respects actually was so, yet nature had given me a voice that could
make itself heard, if lifted in excitement or deepened by emotion. In the
second place, while I had no flow, only a hesitating trickle of language, in
ordinary circumstances, yet—under stimulus such as was now rife through
the mutinous mass—I could, in English, have rolled out readily phrases
stigmatizing their proceedings as such proceedings deserved to be stigmatized;
and then with some sarcasm, flavoured with contemptuous bitterness for the
ringleaders, and relieved with easy banter for the weaker but less knavish
followers, it seemed to me that one might possibly get command over this wild
herd, and bring them into training, at least. All I could now do was to walk up
to Blanche—Mademoiselle de Melcy, a young baronne—the eldest,
tallest, handsomest, and most vicious—stand before her desk, take from
under her hand her exercise-book, remount the estrade, deliberately read the
composition, which I found very stupid, and, as deliberately, and in the face
of the whole school, tear the blotted page in two.</p>
<p>This action availed to draw attention and check noise. One girl alone, quite in
the background, persevered in the riot with undiminished energy. I looked at
her attentively. She had a pale face, hair like night, broad strong eyebrows,
decided features, and a dark, mutinous, sinister eye: I noted that she sat
close by a little door, which door, I was well aware, opened into a small
closet where books were kept. She was standing up for the purpose of conducting
her clamour with freer energies. I measured her stature and calculated her
strength. She seemed both tall and wiry; but, so the conflict were brief and
the attack unexpected, I thought I might manage her.</p>
<p>Advancing up the room, looking as cool and careless as I possibly could, in
short, <i>ayant l’air de rien</i>, I slightly pushed the door and found
it was ajar. In an instant, and with sharpness, I had turned on her. In another
instant she occupied the closet, the door was shut, and the key in my pocket.</p>
<p>It so happened that this girl, Dolores by name, and a Catalonian by race, was
the sort of character at once dreaded and hated by all her associates; the act
of summary justice above noted proved popular: there was not one present but,
in her heart, liked to see it done. They were stilled for a moment; then a
smile—not a laugh—passed from desk to desk: then—when I had
gravely and tranquilly returned to the estrade, courteously requested silence,
and commenced a dictation as if nothing at all had happened—the pens
travelled peacefully over the pages, and the remainder of the lesson passed in
order and industry.</p>
<p>“C’est bien,” said Madame Beck, when I came out of class, hot
and a little exhausted. “Ca ira.”</p>
<p>She had been listening and peeping through a spy-hole the whole time.</p>
<p>From that day I ceased to be nursery governess, and became English teacher.
Madame raised my salary; but she got thrice the work out of me she had
extracted from Mr. Wilson, at half the expense.</p>
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